Look at me when I'm talking to you.

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

2007-04-18T17:54:49Z

Whats the best/worst thing that could happen to me right now?

Getting a job at a sneaker store YAY!

Thats right, Ill be starting at journeys sometime in the next week. And buying dunks/vans/the entire inventory sometime the week after that. I spent most of my tax return on clothes cause I didnt go to SC and still have money left over. So with this second job, a fat savings account, 2 voiceover jobs (which i can now talk about freely cause they are definate), one role in a short film (as the black guy/best friend) and a possible new job/ pay increase things are looking pretty good. Also I have other things in the works.

Holla!

hugsandstabs @ 2007-01-17T12:14:00

2007-01-17T17:14:48Z

No I dont think its weird that for the last 3 weeks all I've listened to is wham!, genesis and men at work.

hugsandstabs @ 2006-09-04T16:52:00

2006-09-04T20:54:19Z

Thanks to Bri I now have a VOX. I will be posting and updating there more once I poke around it a bit so add me?? micebrigade.vox.com also I have 5 invites if you want one you have to make me one of those cool background thingys or you can of course just ask for one. Holla!

hugsandstabs @ 2006-08-25T22:04:00

2006-08-26T02:11:45Z

I dont know why but, Myspace wont let me post a blog so I'm putting this here for people there. HAVE AT THEE!

Justin Timberlakes'- Futuresex/lovesound
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5DSJ9OKO

Books read so far this year.

2006-07-29T17:07:46Z

1) Frisco Pigeon Mambo- C.D. Lang
2) High Fidelity- Nick Hornby
3) Naked Pictures of famous people- Jon Stewart
4) Down the Road- Bowie Ibarra
5) Making Friends with Black People- Nick Adams
6) Unlubricated- Arthur Nersesian
7) Found 2- Davy Rothbart
8) City of dead- Brian Keene
9) The Best of American Nonrequired reading 2003 collection-Dave Eggers
10) Reign of the dead: Apocalypse end- Len Barnhart
11) I hope they serve beer in hell- Tucker Max
12) Thumbsucker- Walter Kirn
13) Killing yourself to live- Chuck Klosterman

ANI HAD A ZOMBIE DREAM!!

2006-07-08T18:14:54Z

ani renegade (1:51:15 PM): i had this dream that in order for bush to stay in power he released this toxin that turned a bunch of people into zombies
murderthatnoise (1:51:41 PM): have you seen the masters of horror dvd? theres one on there exactly like that
murderthatnoise (1:51:46 PM): except its the other way around
ani renegade (1:52:00 PM): and then for some reason you me and a bunch of other people like holed up in a dorm
ani renegade (1:52:10 PM): and like i had to shoot my niece and nephew in the head
ani renegade (1:52:24 PM): and you came by and put them in plastic bags and tossed them out the window
ani renegade (1:52:29 PM): and i was all depressed
murderthatnoise (1:52:37 PM): hahaha
ani renegade (1:52:43 PM): and you were being a jerk to everyone
murderthatnoise (1:52:56 PM): the power probably got to me
murderthatnoise (1:53:01 PM): i could see that happening
ani renegade (1:53:03 PM): and i was like "man just let the people that live here have copies of the keys"
ani renegade (1:53:11 PM): and you were like "NO WHAT IF HTEY LET IN ZOMBIES"
ani renegade (1:54:31 PM): and then jeremy was getting mad at you
ani renegade (1:54:54 PM): because you were being such a faggot about the keys so i took the helicopter into town and got copies made
murderthatnoise (1:55:37 PM): hahaha
murderthatnoise (1:55:58 PM): tell me more i like this dream
ani renegade (1:56:02 PM): man i cant believe you tossed my niece and nephew out the window in garbage bags
ani renegade (1:56:22 PM): and then someone made eggs with swiss cheese
ani renegade (1:56:39 PM): and you got mad at me again because i didnt want to get up to make breakfast
ani renegade (1:56:42 PM): what the hell
ani renegade (1:56:52 PM): and i was shooting things
ani renegade (1:57:29 PM): and then like zombie newscasters would try to still do the news
ani renegade (1:57:38 PM): but it was on tv like "blarrrgh blarrrgh"
ani renegade (1:57:47 PM): and then the anti christ was like "i will fix this"
ani renegade (1:57:50 PM): then i woke up
ani renegade (1:57:56 PM): and had some eggs
ani renegade (1:57:57 PM): hahahah
murderthatnoise (1:58:31 PM): that is hands down the best dream ive ever been apart of
ani renegade (1:58:54 PM): man you were a dick
murderthatnoise (1:59:16 PM): when my life is on the line i dont play
ani renegade (1:59:42 PM): but you didnt want to give people the keys
ani renegade (1:59:43 PM): wtf
murderthatnoise (2:00:04 PM): they could have let zombies in
ani renegade (2:01:06 PM): but if anyone wanted to go anywhere they would have to wait until one of us woke up
ani renegade (2:01:11 PM): and in the dream i was there first
ani renegade (2:01:23 PM): and wherever you live was all crappy so you came to my safe house
ani renegade (2:01:31 PM): but i let you be the leader because i was all sad
ani renegade (2:01:40 PM): BECAUSE YOU TOSSED CHILDREN OUT IN GARBAGE BAGS
murderthatnoise (2:02:06 PM): that is something that had to be done ani
murderthatnoise (2:02:27 PM): the dieseased flesh could have killed us all
ani renegade (2:02:43 PM): yeah you kept saying that it smelled gross
ani renegade (2:03:05 PM): and you kept pointing out that i shot them while i was on the toilet cos they were trying to attack me
ani renegade (2:04:23 PM): OH and then someone who had just gotten bitten was trying to come inside the dorm and they were lying about how they hadnt gotten bitten and i was going to let them in but then you showed up and shot them in the head
ani renegade (2:04:25 PM): hahahahhah
ani renegade (2:04:33 PM): man i need to not dream
murderthatnoise (2:09:42 PM): oh man i was bad ass
ani renegade (2:09:57 PM): yeah you were a jerk]

Hands down the best dream ever and I didnt even have it. EXACTLY HOW IT WOULD HAVE PLAYED OUT!

STOP SNITCHING!!

2005-11-10T18:56:31Z

Its really for everybodys sake.

Friends Only!

hugsandstabs @ 2005-08-02T12:51:00

2005-08-02T16:49:37Z

I really want to punch everyone in my family in the fuckin face.

Stupid shit.

2005-07-25T14:36:41Z

So I have a SHITLOAD of postcards just postcards I've gotten for like promotional stuff and music cds and the like. I will send them to anyone who emails me their address thisisnotlove@comcast.net or killthatnoise@hotmail.com (I guess aol cant send to hotmail? so send it to comcast but, if you can send to hotmail please do that instead.) Tell me what kind of postcard you want (comic or movie or cd or state or let me know that it doesnt matter) all I ask is that in return you send me a postcard cause I like mail! Write something stupid/serious/funny whateva! If i run out of postcards I will send you a note! so either way youll be getting something!

Thanks
-Carlton

SCIENCE FICTION MORON!

2005-07-07T12:56:06Z

Hey Carlton,
You are not Colossus. You cannot roar in anger and slam you fist to the ground creating a shockwave that rides the ground knocking down your enemies. All you will end up with is brusied knuckles.

HOLY SHIT!!!

2005-06-29T17:23:04Z

hugsandstabs @ 2005-06-14T11:51:00

2005-06-14T15:47:04Z

Heeeeeeeeeeey kids

MJ IS NOT GUILTY!!!
Which is not the same thing as innocent. It just means he didnt get caught. Which is cool with me, I hope he makes another Thriller. Then in one song he admits to the whole thing. That would be amusing.

I went to McLaughlin middle school to do a speech yesterday. I fuckin hate kids between the ages of 13-17. They fuckin suck so much ass. Smart ass kids. Although there was one kid there surrounded by like 10 girls. I had a smile on my face when he made one of the chubby ones cry. Theres a good chance shes gonna be come a slut now. The world needs more sluts.

I really like the show The Entourage on HBO its funny as hell. Check it out if you get a chance.

Blueberry Iced Coffee is the greatest thing ever. People who don't like blueberries are weird and have no sense of taste.

hugsandstabs @ 2005-06-03T14:15:00

2005-06-03T18:17:40Z

Holy shit to:
Walking Dead
The House of M
Oxes<----thanks Justin
Common
Doom III
The Decemberists
Slim Thug
Huge fucking haunted warehouses and churchs.
Great friends and Great times.
Hot sub making chicks.

What the fuck were you thinking to:
Agony scene
ROB LIEFIELD!
Dynasty warriors for the psp
Lesbians
Internet at work

My Xbox livetag is Hustlabot RKC so add me and we'll rock shit like whoah.

Nice job retiring buddy.

2005-05-28T17:47:00Z

I dont take em out to eat
I aint here to trick or treat
I aint tryin to fix your weave
I aint heard that

Im just here to train hos
put em on the main road
teach em how to change clothes
I know you heard of that

-Jay-Z

songs too hot

Nuts.

2005-04-05T14:41:32Z

I'd like to go on record and say that while shaving your balls is awesome and makes your dick look way huge (yours not mine, if mine looked any bigger I'd be called a freak and ostrasized from humanity) , STAY AWAY FROM THE TAINT! Grundel, vast difference whatever you call it. Seriously, when that shit starts growing back your going to be in a world of pain. Itchy, sweaty, pain. Right now it feels like I have wet porcupine quills behind my balls.

New Hot Hot Heat comes out today and I'm looking foward to it. I'm gonna get that new Outhud today too. And I'm not going to even look at the Vinyl toys. Cause they have 3 there that would be nice to have but, I shouldnt buy them. By there I mean Newbury comics. Just so you know

Oh yeah I totally forgot. All my CDs were stolen! like my whole book HaHAHAHAHHAHAHA funny but totally uncool. I'm a lot less upset about it then I should be. I have no idea why. I guess its cause I'm used to being fucked over. Which is kinda sad. I guess thats life huh?

April 8th.
CTTS, From a second story window, One dead three wounded.
Should be a fun show. So go and ish.

"Cause I could sell Raid to a bug
I'm a hustler! I could sell salt to a slug"

You mighta seen me in the streets but, nigga you dont know me.

2005-03-15T15:06:37Z

Montreal in 3 days with everyone that ever mattered. There is no doubt in my mind that bad things are gonna happen. By bad I mean fucking awesome.

Buddy system.

P.s. I had a eye appointment and found out I need glasses. I'm excited cause I look fucking HOT! in glasses. This is when I was bald though add a shitload of good hair and a beard and bitches panties will be SOAKED. I can smell it all ready.

Fade-away jumpshot you cats cant touch me.

2005-02-15T18:38:26Z

I really really want to listen to Ray Charles right now. Also some Fiona would be nice.

Party at my place next weekend. Its the finals of the beirut tournament but, you can come and throw back some beers and/or chill out if you want.

Paper Mario is the shit. I wanna get Resident Evil 4 when I'm done I hear its the fuckin balls. The PSP is out next month and even though there are a thousand bajillion problems with it (dead pixels, "work of art" design etc, etc) I'm still gonna get it.

Kid Robot kicks are going for 250 and up on e-bay. If my computer wasnt down for the 5 days I was out of work I probably would have gotten a pair.

Ryan asked me if I wanted to do a verse or two (again) on the album hes working on. I have to think about it. Hes A) not that good B) talks about shit he really has no right to talk about. The beats are fly though. I'd like to work with some of those other kids again, just not really him.

I need to start writing more.The following are books make me want to. you should pick them up. They are of the comic variety.

Walking dead. Daredevil.
Ultimates. District X.
Secret War. Outsiders.
New Avengers. Teen Titans.
Young Avengers. Ultimate Xmen.
The Black Panther
Any old power packs!
any old darkhawks!

That critic/ 10 and 2 show is this weekend. You all should go to that.

I feel this entry is too impersonal.

I'm sort of a long distance brother, long trips, long chips, long dick in rubbers.

2005-02-07T19:58:49Z

I've been sick all weekend, It sucked alot.

My moms husband died on Thursday but, I still went to the misery signals show. Now thats dedication to the cause bitch. I didn't really know him that well but, him dying just cemented the fact that I don't want to die old. No way in hell am I goin out like that. I don't think my mom minds too much to be honest, with the amazing nest egg shes getting. I mean it sucks that his last days on this earth were spent with someone who couldn't care less but, what are you gonna do? Everyone does something really shitty to everyone else. I guess you just gotta look out for yourself first. I don't really think that way I'm just being a cynical fuck.

I had the weirdest dream the other night. Well, it wasn't really weird its just the person that was in it I don't really like (you could go so far as to say hate). and we were fucking. alot. We also did like weird couple shit. In one part we were having a picnic and another we were chilled out on the couch playing video games. I don't do shit like that with anyone. I woke up creeped out, I don't really know what the whole thing meant.

I'm taking the last half of the week off for some shit I have to get done. School, funeral, driving people to the airport, etc, etc, etc, so if you wanna hangout or somethin let me know.

I wish someone would give me a sloppy blowjob. Under the table. In Chuck E. Cheeses. next to the ball pit. while yelling out "ole". As I finish on her chest.

Ain't nothin but a gangsta party, If you aint know you betta ask somebody!

2005-02-01T16:30:23Z

Everyone make sure you see Casshern when it comes out.

I've been on a ridiculous toy buying spree which has left me broke. I did however get lots of good shit. I'm still fawning over that Space Monkey they have at Newburys which I'll probably get sometime next week to finish off the set. I need one more Vanimals to finish off that set. I'll probably wait till my Income tax comes in to get the IWG series. YAY FOR FUCKIN VINYL FIGURES!!

I had a fun weekend this past weekend. That was nice.

Also everyone PRINTS PLUS is going out of business, so if you need something framed or have something you want you need to let me know NOW!! On that note I'll be looking for another part time job so if you know anyplace that is hiring and you can hook me up let me know. I really want a second job.

I'm taking a vacation soon and don't just want to sit around on my ass so let me know whats up. Also montreal for St. Patty's day is almost a definate.

Bangarang!

This is how we roll son.

2005-01-24T15:06:12Z

Obviously I can't go to all of these as much as I'd like too, But if you see one you like and want to go there is a huge chance I'll go to that one and possibly even drive so just like hit me up and ish. Also if you got something better or something that isnt here let me know. Some of these I am going to definatly and some I'm still on the fence about. Some are double dates but, I just put up here for the hell of it.

Leave commets if you wanna go and/or are going to any of these

Wednesday January 26, 2005 - BOSTON, MA - TT'S
DFA 1979 READ YELLOW & THE CLICKERS

January 26, 2005 Nashua, NH
@ Drifters Anterrabae

January 28, 2005 Taunton, MA
@ All About Records Anterrabae, Where I Left Her Head, You Die Now, Dying For It

January 31, 2005 Boston, MA
@ Middle East The End, Dead To Fall

February 3, 2005 Manchester, NH
@ Bombshelter Eighteen Visions, Emery, Remembering Never, Misery Signals, Screams Of Erida

Feb 16 2005 9:00p
Elective Collective
VillaVictoria Hall -Tiger Beer Promotions Boston, MA

February 17, 2005 Nashua, NH
@ Drifters Cartel, The Receiving End Of Sirens, As Tall As Lions

Sunday February 20, 2005
Tickets $10.00
Silent Drive Sex Positions / Frequency Needs A Mate
The Palladium (upstairs) - Worcester, MA
Doors Open at: 7:00PM Show Starts at: 7:30PM

Feb 19 2005 6:00P
Critic,Ten and Two, Bravo Fucking Bravo, Et Tu Brute, Daniel Striped Tiger. Salem, NH

Tuesday February 22, 2005
The Receiving End Of Sirens
As Tall As Lions / Brilliant Misstake / Cartel
Irepress
ICC Church - Allston, MA
Doors Open at: 6:00PM Show Starts at: 6:30PM

March 1, 2005 Cambridge, MA
@ The Middle East (Downstairs) Alexisonfire, Emanuel, Vaux, Black Maria

Tue 3/1 Fear Before the March of Flames
Transistor Transistor / Circle Takes the Square ICC Church Allston MA 6:00pm doors
6:30pm show

March 4, 2005 Boston, MA
@ Axis The Juliana Theory, Zao, Open Hand, Sinai Beach, The Takeover UK

March 5, 2005 Worcester, MA
@ The Palladium Atreyu, Unearth, Norma Jean, Scars Of Tomorrow

Sunday March 20, 2004
Tickets $20.00
Slint
The Roxy - Boston, MA
Doors Open at: 7:30PM Show Starts at: 8:30PM
18+

This is all from memory so if I got some wrong suck MAH DIIIIICK! Greatest song from 6th grade.

2005-01-18T15:32:23Z

Tag Team back again
check it to wreck it let's begin
Party on party people let me hear some noise
DC's in the house jump jump rejoice
There's a party over here
a party over there
Wave your hands in the air
Shake your deriere
These three words when you're gettin' busy
Whoomp there it is
Hit me

Upside down and inside out
I'm about to show all you folks
What's it's all about
Now it's time for a nigga to get on the mic
And make this motherfuckin party hype
I'm takeing it back to the old school
'Cause I'm an old fool who's so cool
If you want to get down
I'm gonna show you the way whoomp there it is
Let me hear you say

WHOOMP THERE IT IS!!

Whoomp chak a laka chack a laka chak a laka chak a

Point blank gin and juice I drank
Gettin' bent and bent and as I puff on a dankt
Rock a mic
uh oh I crave skin
Rip shit
find a honey to to dip it in
Slam dunk it stick it flip it and ride
That B double O T Y oh my
Ooh thats it come on come on
Whoomp there it is
I'm done

Some say I'm crazy
Cause I'm pushin' up daises
The underground sound that you have found
Amazing outstanding demanding
Commanding you people dancin'
Shit that's a breath taker
I produce AKA the undertaker
You want to come down to the underground
Old school - here's a shovel can you dig it fool
Can you dig it
we can dig it
Can y'll dig it
we can dig it

W H double O M P as I flow
To the fly shit from the school of old
Hardcore keep the folk lore wreck
Three to the two and one mic-check
Mad skill flow ill on the mesh of steel
That's the grill of the microphone I just killed
Party people it's your party Tag Team is through
Whoomp there it is I thought you knew

WHOOMP THERE IT IS!!

no seriously its right there.

worst day of all eternity pt 1.

2005-01-14T14:16:08Z

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

Awesome that the kidbomber 05 is sold out. AWESOME!! fucking fucking fucks. How is that possible? its 9 fucking 30 and it just came out today. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! Now I'll have to check every Newburys in the area to see if by CHANCE one of them got it in. This fucking sucks. Now Im missing 3 of them 01 and 03 and 05.

Also I feel like shit so thats cool. If anyone knows anyone that got it but not on the site let me know where they got it from.

****EDIT!!! I was being an overzealous motherfucker and it wasn't up on the site yet. In my defense it did say sold out. Still looking for 01 and 03 though. So if you know someone who knows someone let them know me. THANKS ANYWAY ELLA!!

C-boombats Japslappin cats with verbal assaults in the form of raps.

2005-01-10T16:03:08Z

Friday night was insane.

This shit was stolen from pasdesilence and brenicia cause I'm a motherfuckin thief.

(1) Your gender: male
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: Single
(4) Want to be?: Want to be what single? That shits fine by me.
(5) Your birth day: 10/29/82
(6) Age you act: 9
(7) Age you wish you were: 10
(8) Your height: 5’10
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: Yeah that shits aiight

(11) The color of your hair: Black
(12) Happy with it?: I love my hair
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: Right handed
(14) Your living arrangement?: Mom

why is 15-27 missing? this quiz is racist.

(27) Your family: Mom, Chanda, Deena, Danay, Chauncey, Malik, Tyree, Terell, Dasean, Carmen Marie
(29) What's your job: Casemanager, Voice over talent (sorta)
(30) Piercings?: 3, ears and labret
(31) Tattoos?: two, X-men symbol and Kidrobot figure
(32) Obsessions?: Video Games, Vinyl Figures, Movies, Music

(35) Do you speak another language? I took french for 7 years and lived in Nova Scotia most summers, so no.
(36) Have a favorite quote?: “Knuck if you buck”- Crime Mob Its only my favorite cause I don’t know what it means.

(37) Do you have a webpage?: Fuck no

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment?: Unfortunatly yes

(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Yes I tolerate alotta stupid fuckin people.

(40) Do you have any secrets?: Alot
(41) Do you hate yourself: Fuck no.

(42) Do you like your handwriting?: I write like a retarded monkey. No seriously.

(43) Do you have any bad habits?: Cigarettes. I’m kind of a sexual deviant as well but, im trying to change that. Oh I do alotta drugs too.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: I’m fun and/or funny.

(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Jesus this is a good question. “Downward spiral”
(46) What's your biggest fear?: Turning out like my dad. That scares the shit out of me.

(47) Can you sing: Yeah.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I pretended to be gay once to pick up chicks and have dudes buy me drinks. Does that count?

(49) Are you a loner?:Ummm I can be I prefer not to.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Fuck yeah!
(52) Are you a daredevil?: You get a few shots of whiskey in me and I’ll do just about anything.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I hate that I’m so much better looking than most people. It really scares people off.

(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: passive aggressive
(55) Have you got a ?: For who? The quiz? This questions lame ass.

(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? My adaptability for any situation. My need for attention.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: Nothing. I’m not saying I’m perfect but, I take the good with the bad.

(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity.
(59) How do you vent?: Writing, Video games.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: If there are no girls involved yes.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Not keeping more in touch with friends that ive left behind. That one night 3 years ago. Alotta lives were nearly ruined.

(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: Decent

(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: We all make choices and live with those choices.

(64) What do you like the most about your body?: My hair.
(65) And least?: My super chubby cheeks.
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: Bitch im hotter than hot sauce.
(67) Are you confident?: I’d like to think so, other words used have been “over confident” and “cocky”
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: Dr. Chris Turk from scrubs and/or Deadpool

(69) Do people know how you feel?: Not really.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: YES!

DO YOU...
(71) Smoke?: Yes

(72) Do drugs?: Yup
(73) Read the newspaper?: yes
(74) Pray?: no.
(75) Go to church? The church OF ROCK!
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: If im bored yes.
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: Ummm no.
(78) Take walks in the rain?: I walk sometimes it happens to rain. Not in that lovely romantic way though. Not yet anyway.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes.
(80) Drive?: yes.
(81) Like to drive fast?:Not normally. When I’m listening to AILD I cant help it though.

HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yes
(83) Hurt yourself?: On purpose? No.
(84) Been out of the country?: Yeah

(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: No/
(86) Burped?: Yeah
(87) Been unfaithful?: Not my style.
(88) Been in love?: twice. Once. Never. Love is hard to gauge. In the moment yes I have. After the moment Im not sure I havent really been “out” of the moment.
(89) Done drugs?: Yup.

(90) Gone skinny dipping?: Sure

(92) Had a surgery?: Yes
(93) Ran away from home?: Once. It got dark I got scared no one knew I was gone.
(94) Played strip poker: Yeah
(95) Gotten beaten up?: Once. I got my ass kicked like I wasn’t even there.
(97) Been picked on?: This one kid once. I beat his ass and that ended that.

(98) Been on stage?: Many many times.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: I don’t cant even understand the question just that it started with “Been so drunk” so yes.
(100) Slept outdoors?: yes
(101) Thought about suicide?: No. Not seriously anyway
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: Many

(103) If yes, what is your record?: 48 hours.
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: Yeah, my phone bill was just 300 bucks.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yeah.
(107) Slept all day?: I love it

(108) Killed someone?: KILLED THEM WITH KINDNESS!!
(109) Made out with a stranger?: yes
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: yes

(111) Thought you're going crazy?: I think I AM crazy

(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: Yes. By KYLE!!
(115) Had a dream that came true?: Nope
(116) Broken the law?: Many many times
(117) Met a famous person?: yup.

(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: Not that I know of most of them have been on purpose.
(146) Stolen anything?: Yes.
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: Many many times.
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yes
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: Once. I missed a week of school.
(150) Considered religious vocation?: yes

(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: Umm yeah once. I took everything she said to heart and now I’m a fucking BEAST in the sack.
(152) Bungee jumped?: No.

(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes. It’s the best fucking dream in the world. A lot of people I know are in it.

CLOTHES and other fashion
(154) Shoe brand?: Saucony’s, I just ordered a pair of Ice Creaaaaams cause im just ill like that.
(155) Brand of clothing?: Whatever.
(156) Cologne/perfume?: I don’t dig cologne. I use ralph lauren after shave though.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: Jeans and a tshirt. Always a hoodie.

(159) Wear hats?: Can’t I would if I could though.

(161) Wear make-up?: nahsssss

(162) Favorite place to shop?: For clothes? No where really.
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: My dark blue jeans that now have a rip in the ass.
(164) Are you trendy?: I start my own trends.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: No.

BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: Eh. Its possible I guess.

(167) Miracles?:

(168) Astrology?: Nope
(169) Magic?: no, I do however belive that David blaine is full of shit
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yes
(172) Santa?: I used to hardcore. I was crushed when I found out it was bs.
(173) Ghosts?: no
(174) Luck?: Yes
(175) Love at first sight?: no
(176) Yin and Yang?: I’m not really 100% sure on the whole thing behind Yin and Yang if someone could clear that up that would be great.
(177) Witches?: no
(178) Easter bunny?: no
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: If by “pot” you mean booze and by “rainbow” bar then yes.
(181) Do you wish on stars?: I have.

LOVE, and all that
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?:A little bit..
(183) Do you remember your first love?: I remember what I thought was my first love.
(184) Still love him/her?: nope
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: in most cases.

(186) What do you find romantic?: Picnics. If I take a girl on a picnic, Im really into her. Hence the reason I’ve only taken one girl on a picnic.

(187) Turn-on?: Eyes. Smile. The eyes and smile together. Some girls it just doesn’t go together. A willing ness to try new things. well read. Sharing the same general intrests. A girl who can kick my ass in Halo wins big points with me.
(188) Turn-off?: stupidity. Horrible taste in music (sorry but true).
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: I’ve been known to do it. If your wearing fishnets with knee high boots and a skirt with no panties and your titties are poppin out, I’m sorry but something just screams “slut”
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: honored, flattered.
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: I’d like to know them a bit. A dates kinda to get to know them more.
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: What is this the dark ages? Bitches ask me out all the time. ßthere it is
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yes.
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Id like to think so or else there alotta girls out there fucking ugly dudes.
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: I seriously love everything about females, even at their worst they are amazing.
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: The mind games.
(207) What's the last present someone gave you? A scarf from DESIREEEEEEE!

I just put this here to have the link. If you do read it tell me what you think.

2005-01-07T19:50:34Z

I didnt want this to take up too much room on the actual site. So I need this link.

I’ve changed these pages A LOT mostly what I want in the art is the same but there is little to no dialogue. Its all narration. Now we all know that is asking a lot from a comic especially one with only five pages of story. I think with the right gritty ass dirty art it will work quite well. I wanted this to be a situation when you know someone so well you don’t need words and your left to your thoughts. A lot of questions went through my head most of which I’d been thinking of recently. Is there no room for change? When does your change stop? I wanted to write these characters as having no morals, a generation raised on Coke and video games. When you become so misguided and there are no feelings left in you. Do you snap or do you recognize that and move on? Which is worse?

Page 1:

Kicker: This is a five page teaser for HIRED GUNS.

Title:??

Full Page shot: A roof top, you can see the other buildings around the area and you can vaguely make out that there are two figures standing on it. They are walking toward the edge that is facing the nearest building. On the side of the building is a huge sign, one of those ones that has the individual letters. Not a billboard.

Caption top left: Location and time: Anywhere, Anytime

Page 2:

Panel 1: CU of the building the two figures were walking towards. Show only a few of the windows. There are people milling around in the buildings doing office work. Ones at a copier, another’s shows a meeting, one more hunched over his desk, etc. No more than 8 or nine windows.

Caption 1: We live in a world of fear. Fear of everything.

Panel 2: Pull out and show the backs of the men they are standing right next to the sign from page 1 you still can’t read the sign. One has a large bag, filled with golf clubs and he is going through it.

Caption1: Fear of terrorism. Fear of death. Fear of hate. Fear of love.

Panel 3: CU of a hand setting a golf ball on a tee. Hand slightly chubby and unkempt.

Caption 1: Anything you can possibly think of someone, somewhere is afraid of it.

Panel 4: Close up on club next to ball. Like he’s lining up the shot before a swing.

Caption 1: Someone out there right now is afraid of butterflies and cowering in fear at the sight of one.

Page 3: This page is just gonna be a series of panels going back and forth between the two men on the roof and the window they are trying to hit in the adjacent building. If it looks better where every panel EXCEPT the first one are the same size and run across TWO pages, go with that. In my head it looks pretty good.

Panel 1

The two men are standing on the edge of the roof. It’s a high noon sun so they are both cast in shadows and you are still unable to tell what they look like. The figure with the golf club has taken the shot and is still in that action. This is the biggest panel on the page.

SFX: THAP!

Caption 1: But the one thing we fear the most?

Panel 2: Close up of a window on the other building. There is a man hunched over his desk (He is one of the others we saw in a past panel). The guy is looking both ways trying to see where the noise came from. You can see that the golf ball hit the window but didn’t break it completely.

SFX. TINK!

Caption1: Ourselves..

Panel 3: Show the guy tightening up on the club again. Just his hands on the club no higher than the shoulder.

Caption 1: Not in the literal way. We don’t look at ourselves in the mirror and run screaming.

Caption 2: No, We run from ourselves in ourselves. From whom we are and who we could be.

Panel 4: Show the guy in the window standing up and turning around to look.

Caption 1: When you reach your 20’s you start to realize that this is the best that it gets.

Caption 2: that their will be no better time than this.

Panel 5: Show the figures eyes (ONLY EYES!) slightly squinted like he’s concentrating on the shot. You can see the other shadowy form in the back ground.

Caption 1: Who you are now is who you are going to be for the rest of your life.

Caption 2: You will not, CANNOT change.

Caption 3: You’re bowling with the bumpers up.

Panel 6: Show the man in the office holding his hand over his eyes like he’s blocking out the son to get a better look at the crack; the crack is pretty level with his chest.

Caption 1: there is no where to go but straight.

Page 4:

Panel 1: Down shot. Show the club in the air with the sunlight bouncing off of its surface. You can also see the two men from above.

Caption 1: You see yourself 20 years from now.

Caption 2: Stuck in a rut. Like this guy here….

Panel 2: CU: Show the man across the street irate at the crack in his window. Maybe his hands in the air whatever, that’s why you’re the artist. Show that he’s pissed off.

Caption 1: Hunched over your desk.

Caption 2: Mad at the world around you because YOU WILL NEVER CONTROL IT.

Panel 3: OS, WS-Show both men from the back more of a focus on the one not holding the golf club. He’s “pointing” at the building across the street. The other figure is still in a back swing.

Caption 1: We refuse to run scared any more.

Figure 1: Get ready…

Panel 4: Show the man now looking scared and shocked the kind of fear that freezes you up so you can’t run and can’t move.

Caption 1: We will not run away from ourselves.

Panel 5: Same Panel as before except now the guy is in a fore swing and it’s a wider shot so you can see that the guy who was “pointing” before is in actuality holding a gun.

Caption 1:

SFX SPEECH: FORE!!

SFX: BANG!!

Panel 6: This is the inside of the office the glass is flying and he is being lifted off his feet from the shot. Show the golf ball bouncing off his head (as he’s flying back) and that the bullet went into his heart. (Maybe the same size as the panel 1 on the previous page)

Caption 1: We will get you…

Page 5:

SPLASH PAGE: Go nuts make it look really fucking good, (this is the first time we actually see their faces) if we want people to come back for more it has to look INSANE. Gun 1’s gun is still smoking and Gun 2 has the golf club resting on his shoulder Aside from that its all you. The sign that they were standing next to is actually the name of the book. Hired Guns. Show them both smiling.

Caption 1: Way before you get us,

Caption 2: and have a blast doing it.

Ugh.

2005-01-04T17:09:46Z

I'm getting so fucking sick of Manchester. This High School mentality is bullshit. Kicking people out of your party cause they have "pins and patches" and they look "weird" is so fucking 1999 its ridiculous. Whatever happened to judging people based on how they ACT instead of how they LOOK. Next thing you know we'll be burning jews and hanging niggers (again). Grow up people we should be past that shit by now.